I sit and wait day after day for your call after calling so many times. I’ve left messages and texts and still no word at all. I worry but I know you’re fine. I mean right? Someone would have told me otherwise,
Sure you’re just in your own world which doesn’t include mine. I’m sad of course. I wait patiently and twiddle my thumbs. Days turn into weeks, weeks to months and underneath I seethe and my blood boils oozing out of my skin. I write notes, journal, pretend I don’t care, well I don’t. I’m done with you, and not talking to you anymore. Why should I subject myself to such abuse when it’s clear, you don’t care at all. I’m moving on with my life and taking care of me.
Wait, what? You’re coming home? Tonight? Really? What time? What do you want for dinner? I can’t wait to see you!
Hello, what’s up?
of course it’s your favorite meal.
What? You missed your flight? You’re not coming home after all?
No worries. I love you. I don’t care…….much.
And such is the life of a mom.
It’s almost Mother’s Day, I wonder if she’ll remember?
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Actually, she made it … YAY and we didn’t really know until the other night but she’s here in the flesh and I’m not going to let her go! ❤️.
And look what she brought back with her for me……From my friend and yours, our fellow blogger, Kumar Harsh direct to you from India:
I tried many of times to order his book online but I couldn’t get it shipped to the USA. Kumar’s friend lives in New York as does my daughter and thanks to her boyfriend, Kumar of course and his friend, it’s in my hot hands now and I’m sooooo happy. When his friend was home for his wedding in India he packed a couple of books in his suitcase for me when he got back to N.Y.C.
Thank you soooo much my dear friend. Kumar would NOT take any money much to my chagrin or the Iphone and Ipod I had for him but he did take this tiny red truck for his collection. We are so laughIng over this. And he even signed it for me. I am truly touched!!
And forever more I will call you Harsh as signed in my book.
I will do a proper reveiw on his book later after I savor every word.
Life is precious enjoy those you love and whatever you do:
Never take yourself too seriously!