Thoughts ricochetlike speeding bulletsstraight to my heart,bouncing off bonefrom my headto my toes. A warWaged myself today.A conversation is needed.Stay present,just breathe.Thoughts repeatedover and over manifest reality.An attach on you,is an attack on me. I toss and turnwith vulturestaking over my brain. Sleepless nightsbecome a battle ground.Nightmareshave become my Ukraine. I awake in cold sweat,greeted …